I can't believe that i haven't written in here for like a year.  Wow what a long time yet it went so fast.  Guys are confusing like why start a relationship and then a few weeks into it decide to end it because it got too serious too fast.  It was him who made it so serious, at first he wanted just a casual thing and i was fine with it, it was him who said that he wanted me to tell people that i was with him, he called me his girlfriend.  Then i go on vacation and the stupid boy starts to think about everything and starts over analyzing everything and thinks that he doesn't want to feel committed to somebody...and then he tells me that at first all he wanted was fun but now he thinks that that is not all he wants but if he wants more than just fun doesn't that mean that he wants a relationship.  We will be talking again soon but when i don't know.  A couple of theories as too why he ended it. One: he was just using me and now he is bored and is going to move onto someone else or; two: he started to have feelings for me and freaked out because he wasn't expecting to feelings for me.  But either way it was i will live.  I won't regret the experience it was fun while it lasted.  If he changes his mind and realizes that he does want me in his life i don't know what i'll do I don't want to get hurt again if he starts thinking again.  Things between us were great till i went on vacation and he started thinking too much.Why can't guys just say what they mean and in a way that I can understand.  People should follow their hearts. Usually if you over think things you mess things up, now im not saying that people shouldn't use their heads and think about things they should but why mess with a good thing?  I was happy, he was happy, and he had to start thinking and messed it all up.

A young ventriloquist is touring the clubs & stops to entertain at a bar in a small town. He's going through his usual run of stupid blonde jokes, when a big blonde woman in the 4th row stands on her chair and yells,

"I've heard just about enough of your stupid blonde jokes, asshole! What makes you think you can stereotype blondes that way? What does a person's physical attributes have to do with their worth as a human being? It's guys like you who keep blond women like me from being respected at work and in my community and from reaching my full potential as a person... because you and your kind continue to perpetuate discrimination against not only blondes, but women in general ...all in the name of humor!"

Flustered, the ventriloquist begins to apologize, when the blonde pipes up,

"You stay out of this mister, I'm talking to that little bastard on your knee